Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Friday, April 24, 2009
1:07 PM

School hasn't called me for 3 days, but Mel tells me that its normal. If so irregular may need to find some other school to keep up.

I was watching Animal Planet today on Pet Powers, about pets(dogs especially) being able to attune themselves to the emotions of their owners. Having had my own fair share of witnessing dogs being somewhat telepathic, I could sort of understand how it works. Then I don't know why I JUST CRIED. Maybe it's because I remember that after my aunt passed away, her old Shih Tzu continued waiting at my grandma's door, probably waiting for her owner to come back or something, poor dog. My grandma's old maltese didn't really flinch when my grandma passed away last year, though it's become a bit mellower and grumpier. I regret saying the maltese looked like my grandma lol...but the dog is quite ancient now, but it's still jumpy as usual. Small dogs live for about 15 years and I think this one's lived about 12 or 13 years already. In human years it should be older than my grandfather. Ha, now the house is surrounded with lazy stray cats, unlike 10 years ago where there were 8 big dogs in the house.

Picking up Japanese again, I have to surround myself with reading up particles and verb tenses. So irritating. It's times like that I wish to take up a class to practice with someone. Probably have to wait till uni...

expressing the emptiness inside me..