Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Thursday, March 05, 2009
9:23 AM

ONE DAY LEFT

It's nuts to think about it right now. It's totally worse from when I got my O level results, but this determines my future job. I still think I'm going to end up making money from all my commissions of file covers, which I think is great, but I need a more sturdy job. From my seniors in Life science I see them doing:

Working in the lab at NUS.
Teaching.
Going to China to research on social spiders.

I don't mind Life science, it's interesting to me. And so is pharmacy, but the curriculum makes me vomit blood. First year learning buffer systems(holy cow cheemistry all over again) and anatomy(scours through brother's bio guide books). It would be great if I could do that, but i need to really search into myself if I can do the course. Oh, and I must score very good for everything lor. Which will need the grace of God to perform such a deed.

With my parents banning me from listening to certain Kajiura Yuki music, I desperately need more music. I downloaded Seventh Heaven already, but the file sizes are gigantonormous. Currently I'm choosing carefully for the songs to be put in my ipod which is almost at its limit already. I feel like getting a 4 GB ipod but my father bought a puny ishuffle. I'm downloading Lacrimosa now, so hopefully that'll keep my perks up.

Once again. D-DAY is TMR. Prepare for doom.

The horror of getting results back is leaving me in total despair!!!!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..