Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
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Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Saturday, January 12, 2008
5:17 PM

Oha-lucky! I'm back from 4 hrs of freaking tuition, and my brains have gone bust. Brains need to be working fast so that I can get on with Milestone studying. Oh, what's Milestone? Basically it's this new thing the principal came up with, kinda like some mock exam and we will be having it end of this month. I have 2 weeks to prepare for bio (mitosis, meiosis, cancer, eukaryotic genome, virus) and i haven't started. BOOOOOOO. And I totally mucked up the genetics test (ok, I passed, but that ONE careless mistake made me writh)

Speaking of bio, we played with genetic engineering equipment(micropipettes and e.coli) during practical. It looked fun. But then me and my lab partner were trying so hard to get the tip into the smallest micropipette. It kept slipping off, so we had to measure again and again(one tip even fell down the sink drain. I was like, oh crap, the school money has gone down the drain, pun not intended) until we got our volumes (ever seen a 1 micrometre of liquid? you can't!) I enjoyed the centrifuge though. And then I was ranting about the maths papers( Have you ever seen someone who did three maths papers on 3 sheets of paper? As in 1 exam per paper? I have. SERIOUSLY. This person must really love to save trees)

Parents' anniversary today, going somewhere fancy later. 20th anniversary!!!! Should I be glad? I'm really not sure.

Oh, and I'm not going anywhere near Spicy(cousin's dog) again. She nearly bit off my nose when I did nothing, but instead she headbutted my nose and I had doggy breath on me. LMAO. Guess she hasn't learnt to like our family.

retsuya-tan

expressing the emptiness inside me..