Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

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Friday, September 25, 2009
10:41 PM

I think I have gone crazy by listening to Vocaloid songs, started singing all the Maru Kaite Chikyuus for Hetalia so far, and is practicing bleddy scales everyday.

Since its holiday, and I have been on a lot of hiatus, I shall write about my 7 weeks in this crazy place called UNI.

In these few weeks, I made more friends than I have made in my pri, sec and jc combined, which is a very good feat for me. Also, we are the big mugger group on tuesdays, 5 hrs put into studying (or lack thereof). We learnt that the textbook is your biggest best friend esp when it comes to things like BS104, and studying biology included studying QUANTUM THEORY and THERMODYNAMICS. Oh, and this complicated little thing called PyMol which is nifty, but a very irritating gadget, esp being taught by a china prof. As for my other subjects, econs is common sense made difficult, but then again common sense sometimes doesn't apply to me. HL815 is crazy at times laughing at the movies, but the analysis, philosophical thinking about theatre realism and writing essays, are basically, VOMIT BLOOD. Why can't I get Japanese why why why why???????? All I need is a JLPT cert. URGHHHHHHH.

Yeah, but I'm looking forward to a time of learning about little organisms and genes and whatsoever, hopefully can go into research in some place. My dad wants me to get a scholarship to go to Japan to do research, of course its appealing, but I need to work really hard.....I want to make it.....or else I'll be ending up teaching or some other office job, or even just drawing to save my life(actually I won't mind setting up commissions and selling artwork, maybe even doing my own christian comics). Sigh...such is the life.

This time I'm infatuated with Russia and China marukaitechikyuu....russia's one sounds cute, yet with the yandere undertones it sounds scary...China's one was full of colour, and I can actually understand certain parts of it, but one question, when does China have good fried rice???? I expected mantou or lamien or something. Why chaofan????!!!

I'm not dead ok.....I'll be on sometime.

expressing the emptiness inside me..