Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
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Brushes

Sunday, July 26, 2009
5:15 PM

yah I know I haven't posted here for very long.

PONYO ROCKS PONYO ROCKS PONYO ROCKS.

BS camp is really wonderful, didn't see much familiar faces, but made a whole lot more new friends. Warning: Watch out for camps that are sponsored by SDU!!!!! It's a conspiracy!!!!!!

Too much to say to be written here, but we had lots of fun, and I definitely will be able to integrate into school and learn together with my friends. Thank you seniors and fellow Ponyo mates for making this possible!!!!! Thanks to that my mailbox flooded cos of all the tagging of photos, but I have since changed settings.

Received America and France Marukaite Chikyuu!!!!! America's sounds rappy and disorganised, but France's one sounds very romantic and with the accordion and all. Waiting for Russia and China. More to come: Chibitalia and HRE (KYUUUUU this must be damn cute), Swiss and Lichtenstein(PAKU ROMI WONDERFUL VOICE. I did my research, and Swiss and Lich are Ed and Al from FMA respectively!), Poland and Liet(these two are SO together), Austria and Prussia( ahhhhhh Prussia!!!!!! To bad he don't exist anymore). I really wish they can put Korea on a drama cd or something cos he really deserves something!!!!!

I think Austria's version will be full of damn piano/harpsichord. I have no idea how Polish, Liet, Swiss and Prussian music sound like.

ENGLAND CD COMING OUT NEXT WEEK. CANNOT WAIT. PUB & GO!!!!! *dreams of a drunken Sasuke* What, can't one dream? I must dream something besides forfeits.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, July 11, 2009
10:52 AM

I CAN'T GO COSFEST FOR THE Nth YEAR RUNNING.

And this year is impt cos they are selling Hetalia merchandise at Cosfest. The Hetalia fans(good for this stupid weather) and chocolate(for keeping sugar levels up). ARRRRGHHHH Manda please keep them for the next con for me to go, like the next AFA or something so I can steal those fans....then again, better pray I would be in Singapore at that time orz. ESSSMMMEEEE you live so damn close to the place why can't you go????????*and steal the merchandise for me*

Well, I have bigger priorities. And since the place is so darn far, my friends all can't go, my service starts at 5 and I have first piano prac on that day, cosfest has to be given up again.

Why can't Cosfest move to a closer place than for ppl who have to travel to the ends of Singapore to find it. Might as well put it in somewhere central, like SUNTEC. 

Oh, and DGM will be returning in August YOWZAHH!!!!! Bad news is that it's gonna be on Akamaru Jump, which I know it's a place where all those pilot pieces go before they are fully hatched onto WSJ. AND it's a seasonal manga which is thrown in on holidays. Which means DGM will be damn irregular OH NOEZZZZZZ. 

Hopefully it'll go past Akamaru jump and make it to something like Jump Square. 

I wanna go to cosfest NOW>>>>>>

Oh yeah, I read something in the newspaper about the best and worst tourists.
Best 5: Japanese, British(phffft), Canadians*the invisible*, Germans, Swiss
Worst 5: French("HA! In your face Francis!!"-Arthur), Spanish, Greek, Turkish, South African

Something like this deserves a Hetalia Strip. Even though I promised not to associate world news with Hetalia....

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, July 08, 2009
7:42 PM

Realised I haven't posted here for very long.

I got my Pandora Hearts OST first thing in the morning. IT'S THE BEST THING KAJIURA EVER CREATED OUT OF ALL HER MUSIC. Besides Tsubasa Chronicle. I think Bloody Rabbit, Preparation, Contractor, Will and Alone are the best songs. Things like Garden, Tea Saloon and Skip are pretty, light and happy. Turn and Pandora Hearts are quite short, but nice. I realised Kajiura likes to reuse her songs and then do some sort of remix to give it a different feel. It's just mysterious and bewitching. Best Japanese composer of her age. 

I also finally got my hands of Storia!!!!! After looking through locked forums, tons of fakes on l*mew*r*, and going through mediafire only to find that they are .rar files, which I don't have the program to compress, I finally found a zip folder that I could get the songs. LIRICA IS AMAZING. I can't describe it man....at least I can sing it though.

Had Mel over for a visit, since she has never come over to my humble home. We had some drinks over reminiscing primary school days. We will be going to IJ OLQP (what a lousy name now) with more primary school classmates to take a look at what our school has been turned into. I suppose I will be seeing my students there too (Jasmine, Nicole and Vivian). Blehhhhh I don't want to see Mrs Ang again man....

*listens to all Kajiura music*

expressing the emptiness inside me..