Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
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Blogskins.
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Thursday, May 14, 2009
7:42 PM

Finished the head and body of duck, now needs to finish the wings and tail. And there are 3 ducks to go. Of course I don't want it to end too quickly, but it's frustrating taking 1 week to finish one miserable duck. Sewing is quite addictive, I find.

Gahhhh so many people got their NUS offers already and mine is still processing. Taking so freaking long......I'm going mad just waiting. First I was like waiting for the dumb paycheck to come in, and the application is taking so long, I hope it doesn't come in the last week of May or else I have only a few days to decide which uni to go to, and which course to go to also because the Food science thing needs a application letter, and I dunno how on earth to choose life sciences. Hmm wait. For food science you put in the application before 17th July, a few days later you check if you got in. If not then you need to bid for module, and I have absolutely no clue about how the whole bidding system works. Gahhhhh decisions decisions.

I told myself if I got science I will choose between FST and Life science. If I got FAS I'll choose between psychology and Japanese studies. Of course I need to study my Japanese. I feel I'm not very cut out for nursing myself, so it doesn't matter whether I get it or not. Some friends I know do Animal behavior in Life science, and it's quite interesting, some ppl doing Ph.D and research. Quite cool.

I'm trying to redesign some characters I drew donkey years ago for JN's series, but then I don't have the preliminary manuscript cos it got lost when my com crashed....so I have to redraw from memory. It would be great if I could become talented enough to draw for her book.

expressing the emptiness inside me..