Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Saturday, April 11, 2009
1:34 PM

Yeah, I am back from the Philippines!!!!! This is going to be quite long I suppose.

I feel that during this trip God has shown me much about His faithfulness and grace, all we had to do was to trust in Him to make things work, and that it is He alone who would plant the seeds of the gospel in the hearts of the youths that came to the sports outreach, and also to those who came to watch the video of My Hope Philippines. The ppl were great there, the youths I'd always remember, like Ate Cath, Ate Jing, Ate Deanna, Hannah, Ate Mhy, Ate Arianne, Ate Lovely, Kuya Willy, Kuya Felix, Jerome, and many more I will miss you all man!!!!!! I was the one holding the video camera around, so I caught many moments of the games and everything. Really want to thank my teammates for supporting me in prayer and for the things they have taught me. God has really worked mightily among His people and it shows that God's love is abundant in more ways than one. I thank God for the opportunity to witness the strong faith of the Filipino brethren, and also for showing that under the same sky, we still worship the same God.

Now for the more day to day stuff. Breakfast lunch and dinner were good, even though we had to wash up and look at mountains of plates each day. The walls of our room were paper thin so we can hear Tony snoring next door lol, and there were loads of bugs, but we had loads of talismans(bug patched) to protect us. Then, the chickens are really very on. 4 am and they all set off in chorus. How not to wake up??????? Devotions at 5.30am, not so bad. The next few days were tiring cos we rounded up a lot of kids to play our games, and even though we didn't get 200 youths over, but God put in the number we could handle, so that 80 odd group was a blessing. And the weather is really great, God sent sunny weather with some clouds, despite having rain for the first day or so. Then there was the night film showing, where there were a lot of people who came, and I shared my testimony too, which was really scary and I was shaking like mad on stage lah...but I got through with it and everything went really well. I loved the hospitability of the people there and I could really feel their kindness towards us. Thank you very much!!!!

Oh well, got tons to catch up with, I hope i get good work on good days, and also for long awaited catch up with friends. Toodles!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..