Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

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Blogskins.
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Thursday, April 02, 2009
12:49 PM

Today I woke up with abnormal temperature senses. So I woke up at 5am, realised I had major PMS, popped a few pills, realised that I was supposed to take it with food, wrapped my stomach with my blanket and slept until 10.30. Even now I have a hot water bottle stuck down my shirt. At least it started today not tmr or I would have been so sick I can't even get on the plane and I would miss my mission trip boohoohoo but God sure knows how to make things better for me even though I feel absolutely crappy today, heh.

Right, so I'm going to Philippines tmr, without any comfort here in Singapore but I bet God has BIG BIG plans for us down there and I hope to make better friends with the people there and also be able to share more about Christ with them. I really feel a little scared but I know God will give me strength through these days.

I also don't know why, I feel like taking Japanese studies instead, but it would be better if I had something else to go with it, and I like science too. So actually now it doesn't matter where I go in NUS, whether to science or to fass, I still have something I can take there.

Also, Pandora Hearts out today!!!!! I hope I can watch the first episode when i get back, and also watch FMA!!!!!!!!! FMA takes so freaking long to come back but so has Suzumiya haruhi, which I'm not really looking forward to, but at least the spring anime is somewhat good. Hetalia still kicks ass with last weeks episode.

France: England, I have something to tell you...will you...marry me?
England: O_o Whut?!

Oh gosh France you are damn gay man. Nothing beats ItalyxGermany or HRExChibitalia though. Whoever thought country alliances can become a shonen ai fetish! And there is historical evidence to back this up! Ah but there is still the thing that England and France are enemies. I can't wait to see how this turns out.

Ah my hot water bottle has gone cold, got to refill...

expressing the emptiness inside me..