Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Monday, April 20, 2009
7:48 PM

THEY FINALLY CALLED ME TODAY.

But then, I had nursing interview, so I had to decline. DAMNNNNN!!!!!!!

Nursing interview was a bit nervous, they said I was quite tense, I don't know what I said, but more round the lines of "I wanted to be in the healthcare industry so nursing seemed to be the better fit" and "I wish to have a job that benefits people through research and science." Then they asked me if I had a choice of science and nursing which would I choose. I stupidly and honestly said I want science. I totally forgot I was supposed to say it depends. My parents were pissed with me and said now my chance is gone cos I said I want science so they won't consider me anymore, but it really depends, cos I heard some ppl who blatantly said that they didn't really want but they got it anyway. I don't know, my head was really muddled up then.

Oh well, it's really something that I should be comfortable with, cos I'll ultimately be taking something as a job for as long as I can, and it's got to be something I'm interested in, but my dad is still making me do food science...

THEY MUST CALL ME TOMORROW AS WELL.

expressing the emptiness inside me..