Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Thursday, April 30, 2009
7:31 PM

The ink from my dip pen has splattered all over my desk, paper and hands. Ok, it's not a full blown ink disaster but I've got blotches of ink everywhere. I suppose manga artists have tons of tissues beside them.

I FINALLY COMPLETED INKING.

Coloring is another problem altogether, but at least I can handle, and it's erasable. More about what I'm doing, the sermon I'm doing is on being a LIVING SACRIFICE to God. Sounds contradictory enough since sacrifices in ancient times mean killing a cow. After Jesus' death HE became the perfect priest and the perfect lamb for the sacrifice(amazing how God manages to link the two together though it is hard to understand). So we too, must present our bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God. I first thought I could illustrate it by "presenting your life to God" and "shipping goods". I seriously don't know what I was thinking! I ended up drawing a "baggage of life", with every single nook and cranny of your entire being in it. Also, it can only go through ONE checkpoint, and that would be God alone. The "baggage" must also meet the terms of God and be stamped with an "ACCEPTED" sign. Cool huh?

Looks like I'll just be revising a bit of Japanese today. I can't bleeding remember all there is. Oh, and I am a tad anxious for NUS applications. I know they take their own sweet time but now my parents are even wondering whether it would come through or not. Tsk. My parents are SO pessimistic.

expressing the emptiness inside me..