Saturday, February 14, 2009

expressing the emptiness inside me..

100 things quiz but no one bothers but me boohoohoo.

1) Full Name:

Toh Hui Shan Gillian

2) Male/Female:

In what way do I look male...

3) Were you named after anyone?:

My name is a variant of my aunt Julia, but she's gone now...

4) Does your name mean anything?:
Gillian: youthful (young and cute forever right???)
Hui: Clever
Shan: Big debate over it, cos in my chinese dict it means SLOW(God forbid!!!) but my mum says it's a variant of graceful. I don't know who to believe.

5) Nick Name(s):

Retsuya, Roo roo(kazuki) DONKEY(yes serious my parents call me that ahhhhh)

6) What do you think you look like:

PHAIL.

7) Date Of Birth:
23/10/90

8) Place of Birth and Current Location:

Singapore

9) Nationality:

Singaporean chinese...

10) Astrology Sign:

Libra/Scorpio. My birthday is in between these two.

11) Chinese Astrology Sign:

Fire horse (not DONKEY!!!!!)

12) Religion:

Christianity

13) Whats your favorite smell?:

Chocolate

14) Political Position?:

everyday citizen

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?:

Ribena or milk

16) Hair + Eye colour:

black, dark brown

17) Do you look like anyone famous?:

NOOOOOO

18) What do you look like?:

a 14 year old schoolgirl (I'm actually waiting to be kicked into a uni)

19) Any unusual talents?:

I can draw and speak Japanese.

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?:

righty

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?:

Straight...

22) What do you do for a living?:

Currently shepherding little kids to do english

23) What do you do for fun?:

Talk to myself

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?:

Pencil...never leave home without it and a notepad.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?:

Pastels and watercolours. Oh, and CHARCOAL.

26) Have you met your grandparents?:

yeah

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend:

I wish.

28) Crush:

Should I tell when some ppl might spill????

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?:

Miyano Mamoru!!!!! He's hot, has a hot singing and anime voice!!!!!

30) Current worries?:

Whether I can enter a good course or not.

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s):

My online friends are those whom I know...my tagboard group??

32) Favorite place to be?:

MANGA KISSA. Just sit there and read.

33) Least favorite place to be?:

in the middle of the Bukit timah trail and my father forcing me to hike.

34) Do you burn or tan?:

Burned before, but then again, I have a natural tan.

35) Ever break a bone?:

No

36) What is your favorite cereal?:

Koko crunch(ok that is a bit kiddy) and Blueberry morning.

37) You cry with:

Myself.

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters:

No

39) Any brothers:

one younger. YESHHH I CAN BOSSSSS

40) Any pets:

Ancient terappin and loads of fish.

41) An Illness:

PMS, cough

42) A Pager:

nope. WHO USES SUCH THINGS PHAIL.

43) A Personal phone line:

Yes

44) A Cell phone:

Yes

45) A visible birthmark:

No...

46) A Pool or hot tub:

no

47) A Car:

I can't even drive yet OTL

Describe Your...

48) Personality:

crazy but not really weird (THAT SHALL KEEP MY BRO FROM SAYING I'M RETARDED.)

49) Driving:

shamefully non-existent

50) Your clothing style:

Casual

51) Room:

Big and comfortable.

52) What’s missing:

from/for what? seriously guys, quizzes aren't supposed to be that hard.

53) School:

NO SCHOOL NO SCHOOL LALALALALALALA

54) Bed:

Messed. I slept on the opposite side of the bed again.

55) Relationship with your parent(s):

Quite ok, still have to be patient.

56) Do You believe in yourself:

not really heh.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?:

no

58) Consider yourself a good listener:

I think so.

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?:

I want to publish comics/tracts that would help ppl understand christ.

60) Get Along with your parents:

I guess

61) Save your e-mail conversations:

yeah. If it's long and fun.

62) Pray:

Everyday. Prayer is the hotline to everything and anything.

63) Believe in reincarnation:

No

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?:

Yeah of course.

65)Like to talk on the phone:

No not really. But now I have to cos now I think my family does not believe smsing is genuine enough as a communication device.

66) Like to eat?:
Japanese.

67) Like to exercise?:

I like playing tennis, but LAZY now cos no tennis mates.

68) Like to watch sports?:
AUSSIE OPEN. Federer PWNS. but he's getting old. Federer express almost retiring...

69) Sing in the car?

Nope. My brother will box me. And vice versa.

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?:

My EXAM RESULTS BEING ABYSSMAL. Seriously. But it turns out all wrong so I don't believe in it.

71) Dream in color:

yes

72) Do you have nightmares?:

Sometimes. But not so bad that I roll out of bed.

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal:

4, to be precise.



74) Right next to you:

Lots and lots of library books.

75) On your favorite coffee cup?:

I don't have a coffee cup. I don't even drink coffee.

76) On your mouse pad:

I don't have a mouse pad.

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?:

GUM IS BANNED. But whenever we go to church camp in Malaysia us kids always buy gum and eat it in front of our ex-minister...If I had a choice it would be grape.

78) Your brand of deodorant?:

Dr mist.

79) Your dream honeymoon spot:

I'd like to go to Europe...or in a countryside Japan...

80) Your dream husband/wife:

Someone who is loving, faithful, smart, and loves the Lord.

81) Hiding in your closet?:

All my secondary sch materials and now my JC stuff...

82) Under your bed:

Dust bunnies.

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?:

Melissa!!! Oldest bff for 12 years running!!

84) Your bad time of the day:

very early morning...

85) Your worst fear(s):

I AM FEARLESS MWAHAHAHA. But now its my exam results being terrible.

86) What's the weather like:

Nice

87) Your favorite time of year?:

NOW. 7 months holiday break pwns.*runs away from the ppl who are serving the nation*

88) Your favorite holiday?:

NOW.

89) A material weakness?:

Anime plush toys and instructional books.

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like:

Gummy bears with mayo and bacon bits. It was used as a food dare and I just wolfed the plate down and started eating from others' plates too AIYOH I WAS SO DISGUSTING>x<

91) At the top of your "to-do list"?:

Be diligent in finishing this Quest for the Truth thing.

92) The hardest thing about growing up:

WORKING. Economy stinks. You realise that politics does involve you after all.

93) A pet peeve?:
not closing the fridge. CFCs!!!!!!!!

94) Your scariest moment:

Tripped over sofa and got 3 stitches on chin.

95) Your attitude about love?:

God=LOVE

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?:
I don't think I'll ever do that unless I do stupid things like get chased by a pigeon or throwing the macs tray into the bin...

97) The worst feeling in the world:

losing someone/something

98) The best feeling in the world:

Feeling loved

99) Who sent this to you?:

I stole it. Mwaha

100) Tag 6 people:
nah

First issue of Quest for the Truth UP! Next is on relationships. The stuff learnt is quite vague so I have to really be creative when coming up with this. The life of an artist is crazy.

Vday coming up!!!!! I will be spending Vday...first with kids, then at pastor's function room. Yeah but this will be typical. In my first year in JC I bought marshmallows and made cards for every classmate including guys. At least this is better than being confined on a small island on Vday. Now that's just bummer.