Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

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Blogskins.
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
9:43 PM

I was thinking, I said that after I get my results I would go on to relief teaching. I mean, I started off as a 3 times per week part time teacher cum child management officer at BPGC's student care centre, I should be fine with teaching a real class right? I feel it's fine now, so I'll probably stick with them for at least 1 more month. Question is, would I be able to last? I'd also better think fast, cos I've got a saved seat at Hong Kah Primary and I don't want that to go to waste. Can try South view or (damn!)CHIJ bukit timah or maybe with mel at SC. Blahhhh why am I saying this even though I haven't the least registered????? Well I ought to be independent and not mooch off my parents.

Also in the decision making pile is Mission trip. From 3rd April to 10th. One week in Lipa city, Philippines, reaching out to non-believing tagalog speaking youths. My brother is pressing me to go for it and so is everyone else. Besides me it will be for the ex-JC ppl who are enjoying life and the poly and ITE ppl. So I really have been praying and waiting for the Lord's instruction, but something is also pulling me to go. It might do me some good. Another thing is the Young adults music. I have to hand over my skills(but not C4C the franchise belongs to me alone I may just do it in secret) to the juniors in Noticeboard and young adults is recruiting me into their music for piano and keyboard(more keyboard cos there are quite a few) so i still need more prayer. Good to put lazy piano to good use...

Still spending time on Hetalia learning about the histories of countries (in your face uzzy history ain't over, it's about to get EVEN BETTER). Is reading things on China and it's eccentricities. Ok, they are making fun of it. They were slamming the fake Disneyland China had made and all the fake Hello kitties and Hamtaros. Did you know China Kitties have a mouth? Check it yourself! And those ppl say that it is original it's just a few changes HELLO???!!!!! Not to be racist or against China but sometimes things have to be fair. Or not china will go raving mad over the anime like its Korean neighbours.

I think I need some drawing inspiration.

expressing the emptiness inside me..