Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Friday, January 09, 2009
10:20 AM

Yesterday I went with uzzy and SL to have a bit of a farewell gathering. Had lunch at Shokudo(this Jap marche thing) and then marched to Mindcafe. Played a lot of funny games that I've never seen, then went down to this posh western restaurant(my stomach was acting up again so to keep safe I ate clam chowder). CRAP the CAMWHORE. I really don't like to pose so suddenly, it'll take a while for me to stop acting shy, heh.

Well so it's goodbye my friend for 2 weeks in the army...

And also my teaching volunteer job. Having been put into this class of 5 I think I was going to die. Some were ok, but there are always bad eggs in the class. One particular boy was so noisy I nearly had to roar at him but I couldn't. Then his cloze passage problems drove me nuts. After I got the warrant to send him out, he gave me silent treatment. My mother also came back yesterday exhausted. Thank god I'm doing this 3 times a week.

If I can't even control this class, how am I gonna control a real class? Or maybe I should stick with girls' schools like SCGS...

expressing the emptiness inside me..