Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

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Thursday, December 11, 2008
6:32 PM

Death comes quickly, it's hard to bear. Knowing one is safely in the arms of the Lord is only the most comforting.

Of course, I'm not just talking about the movie. Still, I'll just talk about it first before you start hearing me bawl.

SL and I went on a short trip to watch the movie, and basically it's about aliens invading the earth to save it. From the humans. In the place where global warming, deforestation and overuse of fossil fuels (not counting the impending economic crisis), it seems that the aliens want to create a Noah's flood situation in which man's sin leads to God flushing mankind literally. But then the savior comes in the form of Keanu Reeves. Naturally wooden and very Neo-ish, in my opinion, except when he totally bungled the glory of the chinese language. I swear, I nearly bowled over laughing at his feeble attempt to speak chinese to this old man. Ok, so our chinese isn't that disastrous after all.

After that I got a call saying my grandma passed away. Now that was when my world stood still literally. I wasn't in the mood to talk about anything, but I didn't want to blub so hard either, which I really did when I got back to my grandma's house. It was just yesterday when I was patting her hand, and watching the chinese 9pm show. Dammit I just should have stayed longer.

Later I also got the news that my pastor's mother-in-law also died about 30 min later. Cancer is just so terrible. I'd only wish my bio was better so i could understand it.

edit: It's Friday morning, and I'm really tired. Waiting to go home...I have something more to write, but I think that will come later cos I'm using my uncle's com.

expressing the emptiness inside me..