Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
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Blogskins.
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Brushes

Monday, October 13, 2008
10:36 AM

Approximately 25 min left till my geog consultation.

Can you believe the school coms are so unfair?? They shut me out of hotmail. How can ppl send stuff to their emails if they don't have thumbdrives?? And worse, I can't read manga. Felt so satisfied listening to Kid sing on the character single. Miyano Mamoru (his DAMN HAWT voicer) sings so good.

I guess I need to work a lot harder with the study. Exactly 21 days left to the doom. Not that I am counting down to it...oh but I am counting down to my bday (not that I'm going to be free to enjoy anything buhhhh). Since I am so free, I shall make a list.

Retsuya's wishlist for her 18th birthday, aged 17 yrs and 355 days:
1)Throw me at Kino (but I reckon whatever I buy will be hidden and kept till after A levels)
2)New T-shirts
3)A nice dinner. That will be provided by my dad and bro
4)A Gundam model. A nice big one.(seriously, I've been itching to make one since 2 years ago.)
5)Kid wrapped in a box...no just kidding. Is there really one???
6)Someone find me a Narutimate Accel 2 so I can torture Sasugay's ass with BOMBS!
7)A new phone plan
8)Surprise me!

I can't expect anything much. Besides the fact that I also have to get my mum a present...this is what happens when you share the same bday as your mother...

Ok I think I have to chase Mr Leong now...

expressing the emptiness inside me..