Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

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Friday, October 03, 2008
12:26 PM

I came home from school to find the fish all dead. The crime scene was the tank, at least 12 casualties, one survivor. Surviving fish has been placed back into the original tank before the whole group was taken out into a larger tank to protect them from falling paint. The cause of death was due to my dad's folly in putting fish out of their normal environment into tap water which had been cleaned. My bro told him not to, but no, my dad's half deaf in one ear and sometimes he can pretend not to hear anything. So my father indirectly killed the fish. Again.

That is what I call the bottleneck effect. Definition: A large population being wiped out by an epidemic, leaving only a few (in this case, one) that luckily survive, so the gene pool has decreased. (see I have been studying biology)

It's either the fish get eaten by the cat and left to rot, or they commit suicide by jumping into the motor, or they get killed by a change of environment. When does my father learn to have a dog instead of fish which are totally unpredictable, and are so fussy and vulnerable to attacks by nature????? The only dog we have is a stone pit bull. I didn't say stoneD. The pit bull was bought from a furniture shop. Thank GOD terappins do not die so fast, have self defenses, eats very much anything (including leftover apples) and you don't have to worry about it having anything unpredictable happen to it.

When I get my own house, I'm getting a small fat fluffy dog like Pillow (my aunt's welsh corgi). Obviously my dad never learns. The worst thing is, he always manages to buy more fish back. The fact that fish is meant to be brain food is absolute bull, especially when they don't have very much brains themselves.

expressing the emptiness inside me..