Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Monday, September 22, 2008
6:19 PM



Is REEEEEAAAAAALLLLYYYY messed up now. I hope I don't get some nervous breakdown or something.*fidgets* Like the somebody who gets real nuts over the symmetry of his hair. Yes, I'm still Kid-centric after Chapter 53.

Why can't I get better brains...even anime characters have better brains then me (L, Kid, Deidy...oh wait he's not considered...whatever) Mine are really frying up and I still have to make use of it tmr for bio test, damn.

"I'm going to be No. 1!!!!!!!!"
"No, why not No.8??? It's perfectly symmetrical!"
"...."

Glorious wonders of creating a perfect society without any blemish, gosh I'm sounding like Kira.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, September 18, 2008
5:22 PM

~men are not pigs. Pigs are gentle, sensitive and intelligent~

No offense to the gentle, sensitive, intelligent guys that come across my blog.

Prelim results really suck due to my brain not working properly and making tons of careless mistakes and my IBS. I swear. I am going to work hard until I get everything right. I WILL GET ALL MY As NO MATTER WHAT.

I am not a workaholic. I just want to get things done.

Anyway, praise God for my GP, I got a C finally!!!!!!

Kyahooo~nya

expressing the emptiness inside me..