Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Friday, August 01, 2008
11:13 AM

The maths notes have completely depleted all my lunch money, and it takes a few roundabouts hunting down people to give me money, even if some people are so freaking rich they don't pay...but I'll have my $24.80 back in my purse.

Math was killing me. I was so busy copying. The teacher should tell us beforehand that we are supposed to download the vectors WS from moodle first before coming, cos the whole place can't follow the lecturer. I'd rather be in the classroom if that happens.

Practicing piano last evening was some drag, cos I was practicing a difficult part and my mom was asking what infernal noise was upstairs. I told her I had to practice hard enough so that it'll sound nice later, but really, it sounded like crap. Sheeeeesh.I only have some months to grade 8 and I'm playing this kind of music. I can only settle well with my filed pieces...which my mum finds boring as well cos I keep playing them...

Why can't I have a family which appreciates music???? My father's deaf, so that's an exception. Strangely its only at school where I can have a musical experience but if my mum knows I have been using my breaks to play piano...I'll be killed.

Well, I'm using breaks for com, so what on earth.

expressing the emptiness inside me..