Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Monday, August 25, 2008
7:28 PM

So we had usual first paper, GP, the paper I never fail to bring an ELEPHANT back to my parents every term...

The paper 1 was insane, I was choosing between a govt youth question and this strange one on "Should fairy tales still be taught to children?" I did the latter. And my answer is... YES!

Basically I chose that cos from my experience I have seen and benefitted somewhat. Even though we live in a harsh, cold, cruel world, and children eventually grow up to see this, but childhood should be filled with fun and exploration (and NOT by the crap activities that our parents throw into our already crazy schedules) so that they can learn by themselves, without the blemish of this world...HOMG I was thinking TET the whole time and also of Enchanted, for my counter argument. Not everything is a fairy tale. Whether you take the other side or not, I feel that we ought to be more open to the world. Just do not let us integrate into its dark realism too quickly, lest we become too rigid and conformed.

The paper 2 was total crap, on immortality. Who the hell wants to live forever??? Actually the world mindset is that people fear death, so they'll be happy to postpone it. Still they can die from drowning or by car crash, so we are still mortal. Having seen enough shonen manga to realise how useless immortality is, I would rather be happy in the arms of God. Then again, making myself into a young, cute puppet won't be that bad...

Right, I need to print out crap worksheets. I WILL update this blog as often as possible for the few people who actually care to read it. As long as I do not get slapped in the face again.

expressing the emptiness inside me..