Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Wednesday, August 20, 2008
7:30 PM

I've been away for a while, cutting temptation from the com, so I will do a quick quiz.

Single or Taken: um…single?
Siblings: Younger brother
Eye color: Brown?
Shoe size: 5?
Height: 1.5m
What are you wearing right now?: T-shirt and shorts
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FAVORITES
Kind of pants: Jeans
Number: 23. My birthday!!
Animal: Wolf and fox
Drink(non alcoholic): ermmm…water?
Drink(ALCOHOLIC): I’m not old enough. And Tiger beer made me puke.
Sport: tennis
Month: December!! True holidays…
Juice: Apple
Favorite cartoon/anime character: Bahhhh I have so many…

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Have You Ever...
Given anyone a bath: No
Bungee Jumped?: No, but I wish to
Made yourself throw-up?: No.
Gone skinny dipping?: hell no!!
Eaten a dog?: ewwwww
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: God?
Broken a bone?: No, I’m very careful
Played truth or dare?: Duh??!
Been on a plane?: yep. And I hate planes.
Came close to dying?: No.
Been in a sauna?: Yes
been in a hotub?: yep.
Fallen asleep in school?: If you mean outside of classes, yes. But during lectures, no.
Broken someone's heart?: I hope not.
Cried when someone died?: Yes.
Cried in school?: Yeah, laughter cry
Fell off your chair?: I think so.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?: No.
Saved IM conversations?: Why, yes. XD
Saved e-mails?: I’ve saved all my mails with Kazuki
Used someone?: My brother by using retsuya scary face?
Been cheated on?: HA. No.

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What is...
Your good luck charm: I don’t believe in luck. Who believes in luck when you have God?
New fav. song?: "Sprinter" by Kalafina
What is beside you?: My family's magazines
Last thing you ate?: Rice with fish and yong tau foo
What kind of shampoo/conditioner: Head and Shoulders.
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Ever Had..
Chicken pox: YEP
Sore Throat: YEP
Stitches: YEP. Careless me.
Broken nose: NOPE

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Do You...
Believe in love at first sight?: Nope. :/
Like school?: Who likes school? Only nerds like school.
Who was the last person that called you?: * checks call log* My mom.
Who was the last person you slow danced with?: No one yet...
Who makes you smile the most?: Deidara.
Who knows you the best?: I don’t think anyone does, because me and my alternate personality are different
Do you like filling these out: YES
Do you have glasses or contact lenses: Specs
Do you like yourself: Yup
Do you get along with your family?: Well, maybe

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Are You...
Obsessive Compulsive?: Not exactly. Then again, maybe...
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Final Questions:
What did you do yesterday: homework, study, com crap.
What car/truck do you wish to have?: A sports car
Where do you want to get married?: Good grief…
Good driver?: I don't drive.... yet. >: D
Have a lava lamp?: No, I’m not that rich
How many remote controls are in your house?: Lemme see, 5?
When you last showered?: 1 hr ago
Scary or Funny Movies?: Funny.
Chocolate or Vanilla?: Chocs rock!
Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper?: Root beer. I have no idea what Dr.Pepper is.
Skiing or Boarding?: I haven't been either. XD;
Summer or winter?: Summer
Silver or Gold?: Silver
Diamond or pearl?: What is this, Pokemon? Pearl
Sprite or 7up?: Isn’t it the same?
Coffee or sweet tea?: Tea.
Phone or in person?: phone.
Are you oldest, middle or youngest?: Oldest. Yesh I can boss around!!!
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Today did you...
1. Talk to some one you like: Should i even answer this question?*ponders*
2. Buy something: no. O_<
3. Get sick?: nope.
8. Talked to an ex?: I dun have any. D:
9. Miss someone?: no.

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Last person who....
10. Slept in your bed?: Er…me?
11. Saw/heard you cry?: My mother?
12. Made you cry?: No one.
13. Went to the movies with?: with my family to watch batman
16. Ever been in a fight with your pet?: O_< no...
18. Been to Mexico?: nope
19. Been to Canada?: nooooo
20. Been to Europe?: Noooo
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Random.....
21. Do you have a crush on someone right now?: >////< thats for me to know and for you to find out.
22. What book are you reading now?: Besides looking through study notes?
23. Best feeling in the world?: Seeing Deidara again
24. Future KIDS names?: I dunno.
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: Yes. My hand-sewn dog
26. What's under your bed?: dust?
27. Favorite sports to watch?:Tennis
28. Favorite Locations?: Any comic store.
29. Piercing/Tattoos?: Earrings
30. What are you most scared of right now?: Prelims
31. Who do you really hate?: no one. D:
32. Do you have a job?: I wish...
33. Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?: Yep. : P
34. Are you lonely right now?: No.
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now?: NONE
39. Have you ever played strip poker?: nope.
40. Have you ever been beaten up?: No.
42. Have you ever been on radio/TV?: Yep I have, on 933 doing dedications…man, I miss those days.
44. Ever liked someone, but thought they never noticed you?: No.
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Random...
What color is your underwear right now?: Why would I say that??? You perv!!!!!!!
Whats the first things you notice about the opposite sex?: The hair
Your Favorite Food?: chocolate
Ever got so drunk you didnt remember the night before?: I don’t drink
Hair color?: Black. Dark green in my alternate persona
Are you too shy to ask someone out?: I don’t have a someone.
Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?: salted
Dogs or cats?: DOGS. 8D
Favorite Flower?: Roses and sunflowers
Have you ever fired a gun?: no.
Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?: Car, purlease.
How many pillows do you sleep with?: one.

Right, my mum is complaining, and I have an essay to finish, and I have piano to play. Good night!

expressing the emptiness inside me..