So we had usual first paper, GP, the paper I never fail to bring an ELEPHANT back to my parents every term...
The paper 1 was insane, I was choosing between a govt youth question and this strange one on "Should fairy tales still be taught to children?" I did the latter. And my answer is... YES!
Basically I chose that cos from my experience I have seen and benefitted somewhat. Even though we live in a harsh, cold, cruel world, and children eventually grow up to see this, but childhood should be filled with fun and exploration (and NOT by the crap activities that our parents throw into our already crazy schedules) so that they can learn by themselves, without the blemish of this world...HOMG I was thinking TET the whole time and also of Enchanted, for my counter argument. Not everything is a fairy tale. Whether you take the other side or not, I feel that we ought to be more open to the world. Just do not let us integrate into its dark realism too quickly, lest we become too rigid and conformed.
The paper 2 was total crap, on immortality. Who the hell wants to live forever??? Actually the world mindset is that people fear death, so they'll be happy to postpone it. Still they can die from drowning or by car crash, so we are still mortal. Having seen enough shonen manga to realise how useless immortality is, I would rather be happy in the arms of God. Then again, making myself into a young, cute puppet won't be that bad...
Right, I need to print out crap worksheets. I WILL update this blog as often as possible for the few people who actually care to read it. As long as I do not get slapped in the face again.
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
7:30 PM
I've been away for a while, cutting temptation from the com, so I will do a quick quiz.
Single or Taken: um…single?
Siblings: Younger brother
Eye color: Brown?
Shoe size: 5?
Height: 1.5m
What are you wearing right now?: T-shirt and shorts
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FAVORITES
Kind of pants: Jeans
Number: 23. My birthday!!
Animal: Wolf and fox
Drink(non alcoholic): ermmm…water?
Drink(ALCOHOLIC): I’m not old enough. And Tiger beer made me puke.
Sport: tennis
Month: December!! True holidays…
Juice: Apple
Favorite cartoon/anime character: Bahhhh I have so many…
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Have You Ever...
Given anyone a bath: No
Bungee Jumped?: No, but I wish to
Made yourself throw-up?: No.
Gone skinny dipping?: hell no!!
Eaten a dog?: ewwwww
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: God?
Broken a bone?: No, I’m very careful
Played truth or dare?: Duh??!
Been on a plane?: yep. And I hate planes.
Came close to dying?: No.
Been in a sauna?: Yes
been in a hotub?: yep.
Fallen asleep in school?: If you mean outside of classes, yes. But during lectures, no.
Broken someone's heart?: I hope not.
Cried when someone died?: Yes.
Cried in school?: Yeah, laughter cry
Fell off your chair?: I think so.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?: No.
Saved IM conversations?: Why, yes. XD
Saved e-mails?: I’ve saved all my mails with Kazuki
Used someone?: My brother by using retsuya scary face?
Been cheated on?: HA. No.
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What is...
Your good luck charm: I don’t believe in luck. Who believes in luck when you have God?
New fav. song?: "Sprinter" by Kalafina
What is beside you?: My family's magazines
Last thing you ate?: Rice with fish and yong tau foo
What kind of shampoo/conditioner: Head and Shoulders.
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Ever Had..
Chicken pox: YEP
Sore Throat: YEP
Stitches: YEP. Careless me.
Broken nose: NOPE
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Do You...
Believe in love at first sight?: Nope. :/
Like school?: Who likes school? Only nerds like school.
Who was the last person that called you?: * checks call log* My mom.
Who was the last person you slow danced with?: No one yet...
Who makes you smile the most?: Deidara.
Who knows you the best?: I don’t think anyone does, because me and my alternate personality are different
Do you like filling these out: YES
Do you have glasses or contact lenses: Specs
Do you like yourself: Yup
Do you get along with your family?: Well, maybe
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Are You...
Obsessive Compulsive?: Not exactly. Then again, maybe...
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Final Questions:
What did you do yesterday: homework, study, com crap.
What car/truck do you wish to have?: A sports car
Where do you want to get married?: Good grief…
Good driver?: I don't drive.... yet. >: D
Have a lava lamp?: No, I’m not that rich
How many remote controls are in your house?: Lemme see, 5?
When you last showered?: 1 hr ago
Scary or Funny Movies?: Funny.
Chocolate or Vanilla?: Chocs rock!
Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper?: Root beer. I have no idea what Dr.Pepper is.
Skiing or Boarding?: I haven't been either. XD;
Summer or winter?: Summer
Silver or Gold?: Silver
Diamond or pearl?: What is this, Pokemon? Pearl
Sprite or 7up?: Isn’t it the same?
Coffee or sweet tea?: Tea.
Phone or in person?: phone.
Are you oldest, middle or youngest?: Oldest. Yesh I can boss around!!!
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Today did you...
1. Talk to some one you like: Should i even answer this question?*ponders*
2. Buy something: no. O_<
3. Get sick?: nope.
8. Talked to an ex?: I dun have any. D:
9. Miss someone?: no.
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Last person who....
10. Slept in your bed?: Er…me?
11. Saw/heard you cry?: My mother?
12. Made you cry?: No one.
13. Went to the movies with?: with my family to watch batman
16. Ever been in a fight with your pet?: O_< no...
18. Been to Mexico?: nope
19. Been to Canada?: nooooo
20. Been to Europe?: Noooo
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Random.....
21. Do you have a crush on someone right now?: >////< thats for me to know and for you to find out.
22. What book are you reading now?: Besides looking through study notes?
23. Best feeling in the world?: Seeing Deidara again
24. Future KIDS names?: I dunno.
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: Yes. My hand-sewn dog
26. What's under your bed?: dust?
27. Favorite sports to watch?:Tennis
28. Favorite Locations?: Any comic store.
29. Piercing/Tattoos?: Earrings
30. What are you most scared of right now?: Prelims
31. Who do you really hate?: no one. D:
32. Do you have a job?: I wish...
33. Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?: Yep. : P
34. Are you lonely right now?: No.
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now?: NONE
39. Have you ever played strip poker?: nope.
40. Have you ever been beaten up?: No.
42. Have you ever been on radio/TV?: Yep I have, on 933 doing dedications…man, I miss those days.
44. Ever liked someone, but thought they never noticed you?: No.
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Random...
What color is your underwear right now?: Why would I say that??? You perv!!!!!!!
Whats the first things you notice about the opposite sex?: The hair
Your Favorite Food?: chocolate
Ever got so drunk you didnt remember the night before?: I don’t drink
Hair color?: Black. Dark green in my alternate persona
Are you too shy to ask someone out?: I don’t have a someone.
Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?: salted
Dogs or cats?: DOGS. 8D
Favorite Flower?: Roses and sunflowers
Have you ever fired a gun?: no.
Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?: Car, purlease.
How many pillows do you sleep with?: one.
Right, my mum is complaining, and I have an essay to finish, and I have piano to play. Good night!
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Thursday, August 07, 2008
11:00 AM
I know I shouldn't be posting about such things but...
KUROSHITSUJI IS BEING ANIMATED BY OCTOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...which is my A level period.Boo.
It didn't look quite so bad as I thought it would be, but Sebastian looks a tad weird. Ah, my lovely Sebastian-sama and Ciel-kun...*fangirls*
And doing organic chem doesn't help that much either. Retsuya is skipping school on friday, cos National day is soooo boring. Tuitions don't help that very much.
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Friday, August 01, 2008
11:13 AM
The maths notes have completely depleted all my lunch money, and it takes a few roundabouts hunting down people to give me money, even if some people are so freaking rich they don't pay...but I'll have my $24.80 back in my purse.
Math was killing me. I was so busy copying. The teacher should tell us beforehand that we are supposed to download the vectors WS from moodle first before coming, cos the whole place can't follow the lecturer. I'd rather be in the classroom if that happens.
Practicing piano last evening was some drag, cos I was practicing a difficult part and my mom was asking what infernal noise was upstairs. I told her I had to practice hard enough so that it'll sound nice later, but really, it sounded like crap. Sheeeeesh.I only have some months to grade 8 and I'm playing this kind of music. I can only settle well with my filed pieces...which my mum finds boring as well cos I keep playing them...
Why can't I have a family which appreciates music???? My father's deaf, so that's an exception. Strangely its only at school where I can have a musical experience but if my mum knows I have been using my breaks to play piano...I'll be killed.
Well, I'm using breaks for com, so what on earth.
expressing the emptiness inside me..
