Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
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Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Friday, April 04, 2008
11:40 AM

right, I'm in the library now, and echoing throughout the room, is just nothing but scolding. And I (at the risk of my own sanity) am writing this entry here just as Ms K is prowling around the library to catch any rule breakers.

Right, so I was doing usual stuff, when Ms K stormed up to the group 7 computers away from me and caught them eating, using handphone, dressed inappropriately blahblahblah. Apparently some J1s don't know the wrath of Ms K. I was just frozen on my seat.

Right, she's gone now. PHEW. Now I can go back to my work.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, April 01, 2008
2:20 PM

nyappy~so here I am waiting for time to pass, cos my classmates protested not to have the chem test so as to "give the poor chem teacher a good rest". Honestly, I'd rather have the test now. I can actually go home now, but I need to go on the com in school so that I won't have to use it at home. And I'm sick, worse luck.

I seriously think that school is driving us to the brink of going mad. I really need God's help in everywhere, I don't wish to be stressed out and having to get a one way ticket to the school councillor AGAIN. Oh, and did I mention my timetable is in a freaking mess because a certain someone thinks he has control over the entire timetable and is changing it upside down. He even wants to go to the DP to request a change. Gosh does this someone have so much free time that he bothers to change our timetable without consulting the class??? I don't mind changing, but at least have the heart to tell the class first lah.

Retsuya didn't get into Japan, but I'll do well enough to go there next year. Problem is, retsuya doesn't want to go sightseeing, I want to practice mah failing Japanese. Is planning teaching friends who are going how to speak.

Preparing for Life Con. The eggs are already stuck up over the school, including my ugly dinosaur one, I PRAY that ppl will come and read instead of looking at our finger-painted(yeah we had no brushes. Go figure.)I advise ppl who are coming for Life Con to prepare your hearts cos this is not a concert for the public or for raising funds for the school(actually tickets are free), but it is WORSHIP towards the one true God. Last year's was a great experience for me, and I'm sure you'll be touched too.

Oh great its 2.30pm. And *looks outside* brilliance, its raining. Gotta get home before I go drenched.

expressing the emptiness inside me..