Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Friday, January 18, 2008
7:47 PM

pooped. i really don't know how I can survive the week when it is full of tests, a CIP to prepare, and C4C to do. I really need God's help to put me through this time, as He has always done. I just want to draw nearer to Him, even though it seems so hard.

I started the day by irritating everyone (ok nearly everyone) I knew with a pikachu ringtone my bro gave me, because it irritated me first and I went into a spasm trying to shut him up. Scores my vote for irritating ringtones. I think the most irritating one was the Oliver wake-up call for Ethel: We were in church camp, all the girls not sleeping (except ethel, our neighbourhood sleepyhead) Then in the middle of the night while everyone was half-sleeping, ethel's phone rang like this: Oi, wake up. Wake up! WAKE UP!!!! WAAAAAKKKKKEEEE UUPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!! in Oliver's girly sounding voice. Apparently ethel didn't hear it but we did so we were like "Ethel, wake up wake up!!!"Kept us awake the whole night. My bro downloads tons of weird ringtones from his friends who have nothing better to do.

My brother was being a bother last night because he was having trouble with surds. You know what the brain-dead boy did?? He called me on my hp using the house phone when we were just one flight of stairs from each other!!! So I picked up the phone and screamed:" Why can't you climb up the freaking stairs and call me instead of wasting phone bills????!!!!" Seriously.

Ok, gotta study bio. Two more chps to go. wheee

expressing the emptiness inside me..