Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Wednesday, November 21, 2007
8:32 PM

Great. Now everything has just gone bust. I was working on my com when something went pop and everything went out and something was burning. I groped for the flashlight (thank god there was a flashlight) and tried to find what was happening. now everything is back on but I have no fan, no charger, no table light, so I have to use the com downstairs. What luck!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, November 11, 2007
10:33 PM

~But speaking the truth in love, we will in all things grow up into him who is the head, that is, Christ. From him the whole body, joined and held together by every supporting ligament, grows and builds itself up in love, as each part does its work~
Ephesians 4:15-16, NIV

Many christians=ONE body. If one part fails to work, the rest crumble with it. I don't wanna be out of a job, I wanna keep drawing for God. *shooes away brother* Build up the body of Christ so that we can work together as one voice, one family worshipping God! Lousy crampache forced me to have unmentionable bowel problems so i missed half the sermon. Man!

I'll be meditating on this verse.

Retsuya got her Final Fantasy X-2(I know I'm a BIT late in getting it, I abandoned the game for a long time) guidebook, and goodness me, as all RPG games are, it's really confusing. So many things to do and there are so many options. I might as well go back to the new game and start all over, I missed out a ton of things. Retsuya is absolutely precise when it comes to RPG games, I never miss a thing.

I miss drawing my chibis. I think I should draw my chibis more. If they can get on the YM camp tee it would be great. Pride for art given to God who gave me the talent to do so (shuts bro up for saying I'm just doing this for the anime). Really wish I could draw as well as Wen (check his site at http://www.wens-world.com/. He draws cute hamsters) I've always been dreaming to make my art a franchise so that people will get to know God through visual scenes, so I hope C4C (chibis for Christ) series will continue to do its job on the noticeboard, even if some things are going to be scrapped

*yawn* I've got to sleep. Lousy maths classes tmr...

retsuya-tan

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, November 02, 2007
10:57 AM

arck I totally mucked up the OP...bleh. Thank god the Q & A wasn't so bad, but somehow the examiner asked me and my second speaker nearly the same question. Some people got two questions...so I dunno how everyone's supposed to do. But its OVER I can concentrate on my I & R (horror of horrors!!) and OCIP programmes (we are all desperate cos we haven't met up yet. Damn PW)

So many things to do this Nov. And tuition on top of it. I still need to study, especially bio (don't tell me I'm not cut out for it! I just need to change my study methods) I don't know if holidays could be less complicated for me, though I'm really going to use this time to walk closer to God.

Too bad I won't be able to go for Jap class this year, last year's class was so much better. well, there's always next year, I'm also trying to join a manga-drawing class after a hectic year of artist block

retsuya-tan

expressing the emptiness inside me..