Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Friday, October 26, 2007
11:36 AM

Usually I do not blog as much, but when you are bored, there's nothing much. I've gotta make this blogfull somehow hahaha. (evil retsuya:"Aren't you supposed to kick Gerald for not buying you the headband??") What I mean is that he bought 4 X box games(totally exploiting my grandfather) and he didn't buy my headband which costs like,$10. And his games cost what, $30????? He's clearly out to set me up. They did not have the figurines, some fan musta bought them. Never mind,I'll just take money to KKnM on saturday and gnaw my way through otaku guys to buy my things. Actually I have NO idea what I want besides the D.Gray Man handphone stickers.(evil retsuya:" YESHHHH CHIBI STICKERS!!!!!!!")

*stuffs evil retsuya into a drawer* I do not mind anything.I personally think holidays are horrible, especially since there is nothing much besides work, study, OCIP, church...no wait I am repeating the list from the last draft. I realised all my camps will be held at the SAME chalet. I will need preparation.

*BANGABANGBANG* ok I'll let you out *lets evil retsuya out of the drawer* evil retsuya: FINALLY I take over!!!! Now the Naruto anime is getting horrid because they mucked Tobi's voice up and- me:it wasn't THAT bad... evil retsuya:SILENCE you pathetic person!!!! And the opening stink and there will be no more akatsuki!!!!! me: It will still be in the manga... evil retsuya: I STILL HAVEN"T SAID ABOUT THE MANGA!!!!!!! The stupid manga is going off track!!!! It should be renamed "Sasuke"!!Like I don't hate Sasuke enough now... me:ok lets not talk about Naruto now. Goodness me you are making me a perv. evil retsuya: actually it is you who chooses to look into ecchi(perverted) anime- me: *shuts evil retsuya back in the drawer* right I think my evil side says too much. I'm going to be a good girl and do my I & R now before my evil self makes me eat clay again...*prances off*>3<

retsuya-tan

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, October 24, 2007
2:56 PM

wheww, I am glad I found a skin, I have been screaming over my com for a new one cos my STUPID mac does not code HTML. Boo. After promos, got promoted, no rest. I still have OCIP, Noticeboard(both school and church),church, Open House, peedoubleeww and so on. What are hoidays, may I ask????!!!!

Right,so I am feeling sick and tired, because I finally finished OP dry run(there's still OCIP programmes dry run aiiiiyaahhh) and it was me birthday(some birthday, I hate getting old.)but my idiot bro keeps saying since I'm 17 I should quit watching anime cos it is CHILDISH. I whacked him, though I did resolve to lay down on the craziness and be more focussed on work.

whooo now I need to do tons of things HURRAY THIS BLOG IS NOT DEAD!!!!!!

retsuya-tan

expressing the emptiness inside me..