Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Wednesday, November 22, 2006
1:32 PM

I know I am not a blogger. On the contrary I have just finished my 7th diary. Just because a diary is avaliable on my desk every day. Now I shall see what is there to rant. Just to keep this blog alive.

Still thinking about PAE. Scarly I get into some ulu school. Those so near my house but points so far away. I don't wanna go to some neighbourhood jc. I hope I can get into either ACJC or SAJC but the points are damn far away unless I go into arts. The closest to sciences is Nanyang but that is in BEDOK. EEEHHHH I hope my O levels are better. I know that because I checked. I hope I can get six or seven points(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) which is, yes if you do the math, I have to get less than half of my points, which looks like a very hard job. But I know I can do it. I MUST GET GOOD. if I go to lousy school then I shall try and get out if there.

okokokokokok good things. I have a BRAND SPANKING NEW SCANNER AND PRINTER. Connected to my com. My drawing worries are over!!! Except roofie lost my ARGH drawing, so I have to do it again. Wonders if I should put up the C4C drawings on the church web. When its done. And I have Japanese class!!!!! Back goes the days where I have to do shukudai(homework) everyday. And I am studying bio every day too. yes I am mad.

I will be going to Korea AGAIN. Boy this is my 3rd time I think I will get very bored of it. I WANNA GO TO JAPAN. That'll wait next year, my mum's thinking of bringing me to Hokkaido.

Right. That's all!!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..