Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

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Friday, March 25, 2005
3:29 PM

Actually awful. Stupiddumblousycarelessass me got a lousy mark for an EASY maths tests.whoopie.

careless mistakes shall not be tolerated in my grades. Especially my maths. I shall not get B3 for maths. And Amath adds up to C6. Lousylousylousy. I shall die.

Not until my stupid keypal mails. She's getting lazy several times round. Why can't I upload the stupid pic of her???? She is so dead if she doesn't mail me in a week's time.

And not until I manage to fry my brother in Narutimate. He's gotten really good in it. So good that even Itachi and Temari(my best) can't stand up to him. Quit using Haku's Setai Suishou already!!!*dumps him in the freezer* Little bros are so irritating.

And not until I can do a good piece of art.

blahblahblah. I've been still staring at my pic. Stupid brothers can't comphrehend art...yeah.

I still wonder why I keep copying Deidara's catchphrase.

P.S: check out this cool Ragnarok site, http://www.ragnarokcs.com/
It rocks a lot.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, March 07, 2005
7:32 PM

I sososososososososo love OBS. It was fun. Only bad thing so far was the stupid rain. I hate rain.

First day. Briefing. Did kayaking. Loved it. Owww... me arms hurt. Outdoor cooking and pitching of tents. cool.

Second day. Trekked 8 km to some quarry.Set up tents there.Went to build a raft which sank and all the drums floated on top of the poles. And we had quite a good bath. Still fun.

Third day. And it was NOT that fun. Woke up at 6 am to find the tent collapsing because of the rain. Everything wet and I had to support the tent. Goes off kaying for 10km and 2 potages(bringing 16 heavy kayaks over land and onto sea again.) At least we were luckier than those who got 16 km. But then we entered the swamp. That's when the trouble started. we could not steer our boat right and some of us got stuck in mud and trees. The first potage was VERY muddy. Knee deep. Started freaking out like a pig just being stung by a pitchfork. Got over after much difficulty. Then my partner got STUCK.She could not get out no matter how much I tried to get her to. She tried-- and we became the first boat ever to capsize in a swamp. Made a legend, didn't we? Well we carried on...with tired, weary arms. And we had civilised dinner after getting sick of canned food for 2 days!!!!! Then we night trekked back to our own camp. Pitched tents in night.

Fourth day. Flying fox rocks. but some ppl were scared. I was scared too, but I did it. THEN it rained. We sat for 2 hrs in the rain while I freaked about my pillow(actually my underwear bag) being wet. The tent got flooded. And I saved my undie bag. Rock climbed to the top. fun cos I've never climbed to the top. Then I grabbed a scholar during dinner and we dished out the tent together(my roommates were sick. but they tried to look for me when I was dishing...)

hahax. Back to work. I am going to fail chinese. 11 passes are so pathetic.not counting china ppl only 3 locals passed. PATHETIC. I am going mad. And I desperately need a head protector. They are going off in Action City by the pound.

expressing the emptiness inside me..