Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

あの女の子

Girl: Gillian Toh aka Retsuya
Age: 19
Schools: IJ Bukit timah, SCGS, SAJC, back to SCGS, NTU SBS
Loves God, anime, drawing, smoked salmon and brie cheese

彼女の欲しい
To be fluent in Japanese by the time I get out of uni
To get a Japanese class somehow without having to spend too much
The Da Girlz to meet together again one day
To get a Wacom tablet and photoshop CS
To live right for God and His plans

私と話すこと


友達

mel. jenny. Esme. Viv. audrie. ARGH cell. BPYM. Sean. Chrisll. Dev. Anime merchandise. uzzy.

過去;

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 August 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 June 2006 November 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 November 2012

感謝;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

Tuesday, November 23, 2004
4:46 PM

L & G mad Kazuki is back in my life.

I so miss her and she is still in Japan. I asked her what anime she likes. She screamed and said she only likes L & G. Okokokokokokokok Kazuki I have not given up on L & G so dun worry so much. but i can still feast on others besides L & G so I won't be concentrated on one thing. Must have varieties,ne?

She is so eager to see me. hahahahahaha. She is on a study trip while I will be there for holiday.hahahahahahaha. We have such big differences.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, November 20, 2004
4:44 PM

Bored. taking polls. Let's see what things i get.

Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net


haha.this is fun.
You are Haruno Sakura
You are Haruno Sakura! You're not as strong as the
others but you make up for it with your
intelligence, and patience. On the outside,
you're sweet and very self-conscience, but your
inner self is strong, mean and won't let
anything get in the way of what you want!


What Naruto Character are you?
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...how many personalities do I have?...
whoopie.I think my blog has no more space.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, November 13, 2004
9:13 PM

Ok, the past few days was ranting about quizzes. Give me a break.

I went on a 'Amazing Race" in Botatnic Gardens(church outing)and I got posted to the Youth category(duh).I started off quite fast... BIG mistake. I slowed down in a matter of seconds and I such bad stitches it refused to heal even at the end of the race. So I lost. The end. but the boys!!!!! There are 6 of them and there are 7 prizes. Conclusion: ALL the boys get the prize. Unlike us girls(there were 9 of us)then my stupid bro started wailing because he took the wrong route(he ran 4 km for open instead of the childrens' 2.4 km route)than he started ranting(crying somemore. WHAT A BABY)that he could have gotten first if he had taken the right route. So what. I know he is faster than me(stupid losing to a skinny monkey who broke his arms and teeth twice)

Ok I have bitched enough.

[terminated]

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, November 12, 2004
5:22 PM

The Personality Resume

Created by notparticularly and taken 5572 times on bzoink!

Would you rather be an African elephant or an Asian elephant? Why?Asian duh, IAM asian
Would you rather freeze to death or burn alive? Why?Burn. I like fire.
Name three movies you likeSpirited Away, princess Mononoke, Er, no more
Name three books you likePrincess Diaries, Harry Potter, and manga
Have you ever fallen in love with a fictional character? Which one(s)? Why?ehemm... this is secret*blush*
Republican, Democrat or other? Why?huh?
Attendance percentage at high school dances?No High school dance
What television shows do you watch regularly?Anime.Like Rave
Abortion is...being robbed of your chance to live
The death penalty is...hanging
How do you take your coffee?I do not take coffee
How do you take your tea?I do not take tea
Who's your favorite teacher/professor?Mrs Bowness rocks
How do you feel about your parents?Naggy and often unreasonable
What sort of music do you listen to?J-pop
List five or ten bands you listen to.Nanase Aikawa, Ayumi Hamasaki, Namie Amuro, Kiroro, hitomi
Do you use public transportation?Bus
Ever told someone you love him/her?NOOOOO. *blech*
Morning person, night person or both?Night. I get grumpy in the mornings
Siblings?A chicken-monkey hybrid for a brother
What are your friends like?One friend at the moment. fun
Amusement parks are?So fun!!!!!!!
Cafeterias are?ok.
Dogs are?Furry and very cute like my Snowy
Any phobias, traumas or other weirdnesses?I am just melodramatic

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Annoying pigs.

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Thursday, November 11, 2004
3:34 PM

Anime/Manga

Created by shintakenx and taken 222 times on bzoink!

About Yourself
Overall favorite anime:Rurouni Kenshin
How long have you been into anime?like 5 years...
where did you first hear about it?I just turned on the Tv and started watching...
Who is your favorite Character, what series/movie are they from?Kouji!!!!!!!!!! From digimon frontier duh
Favorite voice actor/actress?I dunno...
Favorite Director?Hayao Miyazaki
Do you have any pets named after characters?Sadly no
What are they and what are their names?Read above
Do you have any sort of Japanese/anime nickname you go by?Retsuya
Favorite Anime Genre
Humor:Ranma 1/2
Fantasy:Inuyasha
Sci-Fi:Gundam Seed,Vandread
Action:One piece,Naruto, Rurouni Kenshin,Saiyuki...
RomanceInuyasha,Rurouni Kenshin
Horror-
MovieSpirited away, Princess Mononoke
otherL & G...
Favorites out of each Manga Genre
HumorRanma 1/2
Fantacystill Inuyasha
ActionNaruto
Sci-Fi-
RomanceRurouni Kenshin
otherYu-Gi-Oh
Other Random stuff
Favorite theme song:Believe by folder 5(One piece)
Favorite quote?Er...I don't know.
Do you ever go to any conventions?no
Do you cosplay?no
how many costumes do you have?none
Try watching/reading/doing anything else Japanese?Taking jap classes
Whats the best thing of anime?They are so fun...
Do you ever plan on going to Japan in the future?DUH???? I am going!!!!!!!!!!!
if you do will you bring me back presents?! ^_^...
or possibly take me in your suitcase?! XD... You are nuts
Do you have any other obsessions dealing with the anime world or Japan?getting posters to fill my room
Do you like.....POKY?! X3??????
Have a favorite mascot from any certain animes?no
Can you say anything in Japanese even if its just Konnichiwa?yes.watashi wa anime ga suki desu
Can you read Kanji or Harigana?YESyesyes
Do all your friends think your too obsessed with anime?er...no
are you known as any anime names by strangers because the way you look?No

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Ok,*phew* that was just crazy

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, November 08, 2004
10:14 AM

You represent... loneliness.
You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can't always wait for others to
come to you.


What feeling do you represent?
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Yeah,I am lonely,and I am glad i got to work the hyperlink already. No one comes here anyway.

oops gtg

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